32 weeks

As far as the babies go everything looks ok with them.  They say they are about 3lbs each but the dr thinks they are probably a little smaller than that.  They didn't look too much at their heart today but I have an appt with the cardiologist tomorrow and he is very detailed so I will see what he has to say tomorrow morning. 


I found out today that I have gestational diabetes.  I have to change my diet.  Basically stay away from carbs and sugars.  I have to check my blood sugar levels right when I wake up and after breakfast, lunch and dinner.  My dr will look over them next week and if they are still high he said it may need to be controlled with meds.  I'm hoping diet will do the trick though. 


Its all getting really hard on me.  I'm having a harder time dealing with it all now.  I don't know how I even get through the day sometimes but I do :)  I have no choice.  Thanks everyone for the continued thoughts and prayers for our girls